So I will tell you of the most disturbing thing ever. You can find videos of this on the internet.

One day I became real sick and for 7 months straight I threw up every day.  i had excruciating headaches for months too. i couldnt sleep at night becuase there was such bad pains in my back. I had heartburn that made me feel like i was on fire. When I would wake up in the morning my chest was so sore from it that it felt like i had smoked a whole pack of cigarettes the night before. When i did finally fall asleep I would get leg cramps that would wake me, screaming, several times a night. And then my ankles swelled up so big that I couldnt wear shoes. All this time I couldnt shit either. I would strain until blood and a few little rabbit turds came out. My doctor would give me medicine sometimes...but there was really nothing he could do.

It all came to a head one morning when i woke at 5:30 with pains worse than anything i had ever felt in my life. it was radiating from my stomach to my back. The best way i can describe it was like being electrocuted. If you have ever fried yourself on a light bulb or a socket you know the kind of burning and paralyzing sensation that I am talking about.

So i went to the hospital and was admited. 16 hours later, after screaming and crying in pain the dr took a pair of scissors (while i was fully consious) and cut my freaking vagina all the way to my asshole and my baby shot out along with tons of blood and water. folowed by that was the placenta, which relesemble uncooked liver. then they slopped the whole sticky thing on my chest.

And suddenly the whole thing was over, I was cured-except for the fact that felt like a truck hit me. and then dragged me a few miles. Even thhough they stiched me up tight, my va-jay resembled raw meat, which bled for 6 weeks. And it hurt to have sex for 4 months. Oh yeah, and my nipples got all chewed up and bled a lot. I think they almost fell off.

My husband said the birth of our child was the most disturbing thing he EVER saw. And I couldnt wait to do it again. It's no wonder I am so angry...but it will all be over in 3 months