so my i'm sure my family is a big skandal around the neighborhood..what with having the fire department coming to our house and then the next day this..

my brother is a heroine addict and an alcoholic, he was living with his girlfriend but she kicked him out once she found out he was on heroine again, so he came back home since he pretty much has no where eles to go.

friday morning i come home after taking a chem test and i could tell he was acting really weird..but thats just how he is and i figured he had somehow gotten ahold of osme alcohol and was a little drunk..then he starts asking me to help him look up methadone clinics because he actually wanted to try and get some help. the weird thing was, he couldnt even remember how to search something in google, or even how to go to google.com..it was then i knew something really weird was up..

i asked him if he had done anything and he denied it but was saying he was going threw serious wihdraw and couldnt stop moveing and his heart was racing, which isnt good because he has a heart condition..he asks me if i could drive him to the hospitol but i couldnt because i was covering for a coworker and had to leave, so i called 911 to ask if they could send an abulence to take him.

after i called i went downstairs and saw a 5th of smirnoff that was 2/3 empty and realised it wasnt just withdraw that was making him act like that..so i took it upstairs to pour out the rest in the sink and he saw me and litterally tried to wrestle it out of my hands but, thanks to his drunkeness, i was able to keep it from him. i was so furious so i dumped it out and threw the emptty bottle at him and said "you tryna make it worse you dumb drunken fuck?!"

the emt's arrived with like 4 cops.. (its howard county..you know their bored..) and they took him to the hospital..when i got home from work my mom was there (i already explained what happend) and less than an hour later my brother called saying they released him, but we found out later he just left..

in the car my mom and brother got into an argument about all his problems and my mom said to him that she couldnt understand why he couldnt stop, she said shed burn alive and suffer greatly for her kids, why couldnt he suffer for a mere few weeks for his (he has a 2 month old son, and hes the love of my life) and that was enough to set him off..

my brother has never laid a hand on anyoe in my family, and i thought he nver would. but i guess that was so hard for him to hear, my mom said he went into a complete drunken rage..

first he tried to jump out of the car, but my my pulled him back in and then he basically attacked my mom while they were driving, she had welts on her arms and also red marks all around her neck where he choked her..and also punched her in the face..

when she got home he didnt leave the car and my mom came in and told me that he attacked her in the car and started crying and told me to call the police..so again i called 911 and the same cops showed up..hand cuffed him and the whole time hes screaming "i didnt even touch you..mom i didnt touch you!" and my mom just keept saying sorry..and when he was out side he was going bolistic screaming "ill never forget this ever! ill never forgive you!" and they had to tazer him..

my mom also said the whole time in the car he was saying that if he didnt have a son he would kill him self..

so were all hoping that this is the final straw, i dont know whats going to happen, i know my mom has forgiven him but i know i havnt and i doubt my other brother and dad have. my moms going to go to the judge and ask if they can send him to a non voluntary rehab center or something where if he doesnt go to rehab hell go to jail..

so well see what happens..i just know im so done with him..